Y’all I don’t know who is more surprised by this pregnancy but let me tell you, its been rough. Though it may have taken us by surprise, the excitement has been growing with each week that goes by. I’m not going to lie or sugar coat it but I was terrified when I found out. Okay, I still am but it is getting better as I get some things done. A lot of people talk about how beautiful pregnancy is and its all magic and rainbows but I don’t feel like that. I’m finally getting over the point of being exhausted at all times but I am still so sick. I’ve been throwing up so hard that I’ve burst blood vessels under the skin on my face. Here’s hoping that gets better too but as each week goes by, I’m losing hope about that.
I think one of the hardest things I’ve had to do so far has been telling people. They didn’t exactly have the reactions one would hope for and I guess I can’t blame them because neither did we. Don’t get me wrong, they have all been supportive and now they all seem to be excited but my over hormonal self has definitely cried about it. Some people were immediately excited which was actually reassuring to me.
I know I have so much to do that I don’t even know where to start. Not only am I having a baby but I’m going to be moving to another province to live with my boyfriend. At some point we will need to find a place to buy together but that will wait until after the baby is here. I need to sell my condo, which I have listed so that is progress. We have started our registry but I know we still have so much to add. I feel like this post has been all over the place but I have been too so you guys will have to bare with me until I get into the swing of things.
At this point I’m 16 weeks so here are some things I want to add after my posts because I loved it when Julie did!
Mood: Tired, Stressed, and ready for a break
Cravings: Coke and ice water
Dislikes: The smell of coffee